Constantly loosing my place
Forgetting my space
Not wanting to stay in my lane
because it gets lonely here.
Constantly challenging you because I never thought Id have to
It's never a good turn out for me when I doubt someone.
Constantly afraid that I will be made a fool of
Love tends to do that to people.
So broken I wonder however will I ever be fixed.
It's like I kinda get what I want and then realize its not really I wanted all along.
Now I;m left with something I thought I wanted but never really needed.
The stress that comes with you love is beyond me.
I get the worst headaches when we disagree
Because I never want to argue or go through any falling out with you.
I get mad because all I can think about is being with you every second that I can
You don't feel the same and it bothers me, it bothers me, it bothers me.
It bothers me that I fell in love with you and I didn't even see it coming.
It bothers me because every time I say your name I want to say it.
I love you & I want to be with you right now.
The feeling I feel in my heart and the pain that I feel in my mind is only caused by me.
Doubting you & being too eager to love you.
Why do I do it to myself, I know not.
Look me in my eyes and you can see the truth behind whatever lies you think Im telling.
Forever alone
because the standards I've set for you love
May be hard to find a fit.
