Humble beginnings

It's unfortunate that I have to feel so alone in order to blog
Today was an emotional day for me and I've come to realize a lot.

I refuse to blame people for the way they act or their attitudes because It's not their fault.
It's our environment and the things were exposed to that makes us who we are.

Everyone has a story.
We all have struggles.
Realizing that the world doesn't revolve around me is just the beginning.
You never know what people are going through and so I can not judge.

Take people for who they are.
Not carrying their baggage &
Realizing that just because someone comes off in a way I may not like doesn't necessarily mean that I am the one that made them feel that way.

Continue to smile and think positive and focus on myself
Because this always happens
Your always left alone.
Aren't you, Petrill.

Time is against me
Realizing that the right time is right now
& each decision I make everyday effects me & my life & my goals.

I want to make myself happy
Tired of feeling like I need someone to complete me
I can heal myself.
I have the power to do anything that I want.

Rely not on anyone else but myself.
I can & I will.
My time is and always will be right now.