Only one thing will make me happy right now.
& it scares me because that one thing is the one thing we all want.
Which is why it is considered "evil"
But then it's like we can't live life without being evil.
Be evil i guess,
Fuck people options.
Fuck a choice,
Fuck everything I'm feeling right now cause the shit is retarded.
Yet ill still feed into the bullshit of wanting to fade.
I wanna fade, till I fade away and then no one will be able to see me.
It's like i'm not here already.
My family hates me, they make up there own conclusions of me with the acts that I've put out, I can't blame them, so I continue to blame myself for my misery.
I fade so much I feel as if I meshed into this permanent state of being;
I'm just empty space.
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