Dear Dub

Heartache will keep you up.
Its times like these, I wish I never knew you.
Constantly doubting you in the back of my mind.
It's sad. You will never know the real me
Yet you claim you love me.
Pitty me, the fool. Because I believed you.

I always believed you.
Love may be a game.
Who knows?
But my heart? That was never yours to play with.

I'm so sick and tired of you.
Never wanted to be the one to hurt everyone
But I know what needs to be done.
Pitty the fool who fell in love.

Understand that love will get you killed.
Love will change you
It changed me, cause never did I think I'd be stuck on someone like you.

I feel bad for you.
Because you will never know what it's like to have someone like me.
Loving you was a waste of my time.

I guess I blame myself for believing that you would be able to love me like I needed.
You fucking fool.