Focus

It's all in my mind.

I know it is;

I think all the damn time;

Still my thoughts and truly unclear.

Focus my mind on the things that I want.

Believing in me

& the power of my mind 

to over come the things that I need to

Fear my mind because he leaves me trapped in empty places.

He leaves me questioning myself

I know what I want!

Mind?... focus & never loose track!

I wanna be better so bad.

I want to gain the respect of my parent

But mostly importantly I want to know who I am

Love & accept me for me

& never be afraid to be me again.

My one life.

My spiritual bodily human experience.

I am a force, together with the world

We are one.

Humble myself

& accept the things that were given to me

For I am fortunate enough

To be blessed

The life was chosen for me;

For a reason.

I hope that one day we will meet

& I will have grown to be the angel you sent me to be.

At times I fear that I disappoint you,

then I think these events all have reasoning within them.

Question you not;

For the first time as wrong as I feel

I know I'm finally doing something right.

I know you will never steer me wrong

I believe in you as you believe in me.

I am your child as you are my GOD.